I SALUTE MY NIHILIST AFFINITIES AND THEIR AMORAL CHANGE OF TACTICS
“And fine. You who are reading this can say that my prose is crazy, abnormal as you can say that my actions are crazy and abnormal. But your judgements do not interest me at all, I have not asked for them.”
It is not our intention to write another boring text explaining or justifying the reasons why we did this or that barbarity, we know that there will be ,inevitably always, those who consider our words and our acts as despicable.On the other hand those who agree on the theoretical and the practical do not need more explanations. In any case, we do not seek consensus, or attract or convince anyone because we do not think of ourselves as owners of the unquestionable, unique and universal truth, nor do we claim that everyone should agrees with what we say or do, or impose a unique thought What would be life without the exchange of different sensations, emotions, ideas or points of view, from the discussion and the debate by a disagreement to the irreconcilable and manifest hostility that leads to bloodshed? It would be an even more monotonous, boring, gray and emotionless life than it is already.
We affirm that the search for consensus and total harmony is a fallacy, a humanist utopia only desired by those who do not know how to make a minimally serious analysis of the situation we are in and of the human being and his nature. Neither do we consider having to justify ourselves or give explanations to any “movement,” first because we give explanations to no one but ourselves and because we are outside of any logic of “movements” and “revolutionaries” who fill their mouths with a radical discourse in alternative cafés but are unable to give up the comfort and privileges that it offers to live within the current normality and do something really more than to be part of a social identity (Anarchists, communists, radicals of whatever kind, vegans, feminists, etc.) except occasionally breaking the law in most cases in a mild way and under very specific conditions, the judgments of these “Revolutionary movements,” their words, their criticisms mean nothing and do not matter at all what they have to say, as we are separated by an abyss of perceptions, values and practices. Moreover, political justifications are far away from us, our actions are not political (in fact, we despise this concept) nor are they ruled by any revolutionary or ideological criteria. Our only cause is the cause of ourselves and our egoist satisfaction.
Politics and ideologies are nothing but one of the many chains with which they attach the individual and submit his will and desires, making him believe that a cause alien to him is his “cause”, demanding his sacrifice on behalf of the Revolution, or of freedom, of anarchy, of God, of the fatherland … etc
That is why in this text was intended to be originally a claim of responsabilty for actions, but for strategic reasons as for all of the above, along with the lack of need and desire to justify what we do or not in the face of people who we do not care at all, we have decided not to include the actions within the text and add a few more writings. In addition, each text (claims action or not) leaves tracks and traces, may contain (and in fact contains) important information for subsequent police investigations, as well as sending them via internet, postal mail or other means may leave traces that will lead the perpetrators directly to the prison or to a being followed or investigated by the police. From now on our actions will not be vindicated or signed, neither with texts nor in any other way, we also want to destroy that fetishistic image of “armed organization” and “guerrilla” mythology, we do not want to be the example of anyone. There will be no warning calls or public announcements, we do not ask for anything to anyone or ask for improvements for anything or claim anything, these are our intentions and from now on the only words we will write will be with fire and blood. We consider more important than words and texts is the offensive action we carry out, and those who believe that behind the anonymity hides cowardice and inaction is that they have not understood anything, this is not a contest to carry an acronym to the fame or create a fan club, this is a war and we try to hit as much and better as we can without falling in the attempt, not repeating the mistakes that were made in the past and that many continue to commit in the present. Although we know that this text is likely to be read by people from diverse and varied points of view, we have decided to publish these writings simply as a further contribution to the amoral debate between nihilist, individualist and eco-extremist accomplices everywhere, as well as sharing some experiences and conclusions, so we have tried to write as clear and direct as possible, trying to avoid technicalities, philosophical/pamphleteer or intellectual language. And be as brief as possible, even if that leads us to leave some things behind.
And also we know in advance that many will say that we are incoherent, incongruent and a thousand more critics, we assume our inconsistencies, because we know that whoever presents himself as having the “perfect plan”, that which is not “incoherent” or contradictory is either a liar or an idiot. We just do our part and and that’s it.
“Reality often presents us a very defeatist and very pessimistic scenario. Neverthless, assuming that realism and accepting it as it is, (even if it causes a mental conflict) is necessary to throw away that blindfold that has blinded us for some time, that blindfold called utopia. (…) because for him, the world is full of dark realities, and he must confront these with strength, defending himself from them with tooth and claw”
Unlike many whose simplistic analysis leads them to consider the source of all “evil” an institution, a government or a particular economic system, we affirm that it is the whole of civilization and society, along with moral behavior of the people who form it (the modern human being) the main obstacle. The mechanism of civilization is designed in its entirety to function as a gear that ensures the normal functioning and perpetuation of the current state of things. That is why we attack all the material and human means that make possible this existing reality, going beyond the indifference, passivity and complicity of the citizen and the “professionals” of the social revolution. These attacks do not aspire to overthrow the system or change anything, we are aware that despite the brief moment of action where the alteration of order occurs, everything quickly returns to normality. But it is precisely these brief moments that we seek to experience with our actions, to live moments that free us from boredom, routine and everyday death, satisfying our instincts of hatred and revenge against a world that we can not endure anymore, knowing that even if it was only for a moment, we have created a break in the circuit, although we are aware that everything then returns to normalcy and nothing has changed. Because for a moment we have carried out our revenge against an artificial world that annihilates day by day the little that is still wild and beautiful, if there is still any of that, and we had the courage to follow our instincts. Only for this, although there may be a thousand reasons more, each of our acts of savagery was worth it. Because we know that we will not achieve anything except our own satisfaction, we jump headlong into to the attack for the sake of the attack.
Apart from the pleasure and satisfaction of the preparation and execution of the attack, we must recognize that the gestures of indignation and terror of citizens, politicians, cops, leftists and “radical” anarchists put a smile on our faces and gives a greater satisfaction to our ego. Some of them, voluntary slaves entrenched in the comfort (or misery) of their cell-apartment as the others, informal judges and police, entrenched in the micro-world of gossip and alternative life-style in the cafes and squats , they can go all together holding hands to the fucking hell, we wipe our asses with their complaints, moans and weeping . Because in life there are two kinds of persons, on one side the warriors, those who refuse to surrender and accept passively, those who fight and confront a gray and pessimistic reality, even if it is a desperate struggle without hope or guarantees of anything and then there are the idealists , sufferers, martyrs, eternal victims, those who accept to pathetically sink into the mediocrity of their own misery. And having said this, let everyone chooses his way, we have already chosen ours long time ago.
“Forward all, with the arm and heart, the word and the pen, the dagger and the rifle, irony and blasphemy, robbery, poison and fire. Let’s make war on society ”
The Enemy Within